You are hurt. But…my dark night of soul…a house fire…tought me….all things in life are temporary. Life is not about the material world we see with our eyes and feel with our hands…there is more. I learned that I trust the unknown field of light and love and sources a loss. A transformation of the now you. Trust it will be better.

You are angry. In shock. Deveststed. Sad. Hurt. Lost. Yes. I felt the same away the fire also Shame. Guilt. Fear. Worry. Survival…..in these dark nights of the soul….we go inwards if we want to come out stronger. My guides told me…do you want to focus on the destruction this causes or the transformation it can inspire…because you will get more of that which you focused in. So i prayed on transformation. Honestly, i am still not whole and certainly not back to what I was…because I can never go back to that version of me. I still hurt sometimes but I am fully transformed. I am very different from the one year ago me. And I like the now of me. She is braver. And more grounded in what mattets on this earth and in this life and what is just a distraction.

Words. So many people will give you advice and many will say the wrong thing. Sometimes what we want to hear doesnt help. And what we need to hear hurts. Ive been there one year ago this week. Different trauma but it is frequency matches. Feeling shattered. Broken. All you cando is breathe. Call on yoir angels. Pray through this.

Trust God has a plan in here for you too….

And with that small faith….and trust…you take a breath and focus now moment to now moment. Not past. Not future. Right now. 3 things you see that are beautiful. 2 things you hear. 1 thing to have gratitude for. And moment by moment you will get through the transformation of the present moment coming out stronger, wiser and transformed.