Pisces is a water sign that focuses on sensitivity, feelings, emotions, intuition. the balance of the way it all flows.I grew up with all Pisces- My Mom, Sister & Brother! As a leo I found all the moody under currents of emotion and secrecy insufferable. I learned later that Pisces is considered the 12th house in the zodiac- the last kharmic lessons before you repeat. Pisces is all about prayer, faith, and…. delusion. My mother was a Jehovah’s Witness. As child, I rebelled against her views & sought to find God on my own. My mom never understood my spiritual side or accepted my psychic gifts. She was afraid. In all honesty she was probably more intuitive then I was – she just cut herself off from it. My mothers birthday is March 3rd and this new moon is bringing up a lot of ” unfinished” business between us. She died last year on March 29th- Good Friday.
This new moon in Pisces & the 12th house is the house of all things hidden, is for me, calling in healing for our relationship. Since my Moms passing she visits me in dreams often. Pisces is also where you find magic, the dream world, our sacred connection to faith and Spirit, imagination, creativity, and the mystic. She seems to be ” showing off” her psychic connections now that she is in spirit. Flowers, Butterfly, Rings & fortune from Chinese cookies! Lol. It makes me laugh how often she sends messages like these and dreams with me and connects in. Its like we get each other now, finally! Pisces is known as the last leg of spiritual completion & It feels like my Mom keeps coming in & asking for completion. What completion do you need Mom? I love you. I forgive you. I always have. You did the best you could. I get that. You did pretty good! No worries! I love you Mama! The emotional aspect of Pisces is especially heightened with this New moon as the Sun, Moon, Neptune, Saturn, Mercury and the North Node are all in Pisces. So I feel her deeply right now. Her sign. Her birth month. This New Moon in Pisces shows us where our emotional baggage is- our fears, feelings of loss, betrayal, anger, and shame. Last night I talked to my brother on the phone. He had it a lot worse then me. Mom abandoned him. He is really hurting and angry and sad. Holding soave for him was hard because I live him so much & I understand where he is emotionally. I went through the last box of photos I had from my moms house that I had in my closet for almost a year. It was a happy walk down memory lane. Seeing a happy life even though living it felt sad.and wonderful too…. found a lot of pictures that were making me cry. We don’t realize we’re building the foundation for our life back then do we? Life is lived in the moments: Visits from friends, cakes, family dinners, summers on hammocks, flowers, pets curled on sofas, messy houses, picnics and holidays, school photos and graduations. Mom’s birthday would be March 3rd. She would have been 81. Her angel day is end of March & soooo many memories are bubbling up. Hitting me hard how fast life has flown by & how sad I am most of these ppl.arent in my life anymore…
Mom, I forgive you. I love you. This new moon is now & now is the time to examine our life and to let it go: bringing in hope, inspiration, and vision. I am calling in a time to be my true, authentic self. Pisces brings a willingness to sacrifice the self for the faith that there is something bigger – Source, God, the Divine. This is the perfect time to allow the energies to dissolve all that is known and to go with the flow to allow what needs to come. Try to create a clean slate – Mom. I allow our lives to flow. I am surrendering to the watery flow of Pisces to wash away what is no longer needed. I miss you…
A message to my children and grandchildren & generations to be…from me & my (our) ancestors…. you are beautiful. don’t take on mine or anybody else’s trauma. don’t shoulder it. Don’t try to fix it, don’t accept it, our trauma – it is not yours: Give it back. Lighten your load so you can fly. That is what we want. We want you to Be you. unapologetically you.You didn’t come here to fix the past….you came here to thrive. Don’t repeat old patterns. Please dont repeat old patterns – our ancestors worked too hard to see you recreate old wounds. You deserve better! You are worthy of so much more. there is no need to recreate old wounds in yourself as a way to connect to me or our ancestors. Find us through rainbows and bird song & music & love & good memories. Be always you. Shine bright like precious GOLD you are. never stop or dim your light for anyone. see your beauty. listen to your inner wisdom. know your worth. I give you my permission and blessing to be your authentic self & to be who you came here to be… so go… live! love! laugh! play! dance! Life is for the now moment& now is your time to soar! So do it! Be you! I believe in you! All of us believe in you. I love you! We love you… you are so loved!
New Moon intense energy coupled with Schumann last night . Wow za. I did not sleep….
Seriously- I have been tracking Schumann for 5 years now… I have NEVER seen this! I mean, I can FEEL it…. but the bands are different…. there is a huge collective shift happening right now. Might be why I couldn’t sleep & was re living ancestral trauma last night. Connecting in I was doing a lot of constellations on Working on old traumas. Ancestors. Lineage. A lot was coming through. Anger, sadness, old wounds….Look at the Schumann…A simple code I use to understand it is…. blue =stasis & calm. Green = 3d purge of old unwanted energy. White is 5d light codes coming in (downloads for ascension). Red is trauma being transmuted. Gold is God code assisting us in the integration of healing for humanity and Mother Earth as our heartbeats become one.Look at all that red! If you’ve been feeling icky.. trust that it’s part of the healing process….Huge activations are taking place right now for many of us who are upgrading to their next level. The white light is Christ consciousness being sent towards Earth. The yellow is healing within the collective. Green is the stable, grounding energy of collective consciousness. We are being invited to step up to a higher level of spiritual evolution and hold more light than we ever have. Yes, it will be uncomfortable. To make space for all the light, you need to work on your shadow and truly step into your power. Yesterday for example, lol. This is true for all of us as a collective too. Insane amount of shady stuff is coming to light and more will resurface soon. It’s not going to be comfortable and there’s going to be resistance. Many are not ready to see the truth, many are actively blocking it. Good news is that we only need a very small percentage of us operating on high frequency to blast open and flood our reality with light. If you feel like you’re here to be a part of this, use this time to open yourself up to the light. Sit in meditation, call in your angels or guides, and ask to be upgraded and initiated. Let it flow, trust it and receive. The upgrade might come with ascension symptoms, so look after your physical body. Lots of filtered water and herbal teas, ditch coffee and alcohol. Ground yourself daily. Eat wholesome, plant based food. Sleep and rest. You got this. #schumannresonance #spiritualawakening
so all this in closing … means what? For me? Healing with my Mom, the past. & For you too.
it means this new moon = Now is the time to take a leap of faith,- have the faith that you can now do something that you have always wanted to do- creativity can be rewarded under this New Moon’s energies. Take the time for meditation, yoga, and any form of self-care.
This is an excellent time for shadow work or dream work. Send up prayers and connect with your spirit guides to ask for guidance. Look for the openings and opportunities and allow them all. Let the watery flow keep you moving forward. Find the magic. Let go, go with the flow, trust.
and, Mom? I love you. Miss you so much.
See you in the morning*
* what we used to say every night before bed
