Happy Solstice
Happy Hannukah Dwali Kwanza Merry Christmas
The Dark time of year – when we arrive at the holy pause — in the deep deep dark of the night – we find balance and begin again to seek the light. We feel the turning of the Sun. The days will now become brighter and lighter. We are in the time where an old solar rhythm completes and a new one begins to quietly take shape.
While the calendar year will soon shift, the Solstice marks something deeper and older than timekeeping. It is a threshold. A rebirth. A return of the light: Sacred, Miraculous, Mysterious
In the larger astrological cycles, we are living through profound Kali Yuga shifts — systems dissolving, truths surfacing, illusions losing their grip. In my own life and work, this has shown up through constellation healing, ancestral threads revealing themselves, and a deep sense that new beginnings are opening through the ending of a cycle. What completes now creates space for what is ready to be born.
Solstice weekend, I was celebrating the rebirth of the sun. I hosted a new moon and channeled transmission from spirit – where we were told to find balance and seek peace. I sang in a Solstice Ritual Choir in Peterborough – for the 3+ year—- The music is extraordinary — devotional, embodied, and ancient-feeling — and it has been reminding me that healing doesn’t always come through effort. Even after the concert I find myself singing the chants and songs. My voice filling with ancient wisdom that comes through frequency, light language, song, because wisdom comes through resonance. Through voice. Through vibration. Through being willing to stand together and sound the new frequency into being. In the afternoon I drove to Americas Stonehenge in Salem, NH where I participated in a solstice sacred circle _ I have never been so cold and yet felt so alive in all my life. A rebirth to self , A remembrance of Gaia. A shift to the new earth….
If you are feeling tender, tired, hopeful, cracked open, like me or maybe a little quietly excited too— you are right on time. This is the darkest time of th year and we feel it deeply – we are called to go inward. Solstice begs you rest, spiral inward for knowing and insight, and reconnect with the remembering of your own inner light. May the returning Sun illuminate what is ready to grow within you. Through you, With you, In you. May you plant the seeds for what you desire- May Solstice bring you rest, insight, and a gentle remembering of your own inner flame
How do you go inward? Sing, hum, dance, Do something quit with your hands – dishes, weave knit. This month I found old yarn. Back from my weaving days and sat down to knit an ugly hat with old useless, tangled yarn long forgotten. It isn’t pretty. But it felt cozy. As my hands moved, memories surfaced — my handwork days, homeschool days, days full of warmth, love, and simple happiness. Each loop felt like a doorway back to parts of me that had been tucked away… just like that bag of old yarn. This hat didn’t need to be perfect. It just needed to be made. With every stitch, I felt safer. Softer. More at home in myself. My body. My home: A quiet remembering that my hands know how to care, how to create comfort, how to return me to what matters. How I have skills and talents often forgotten but still available. I am wise and colorful (and a bit messy) homespun raw and natural – just like this hat. So, I came home today.To my hands. My body. My wisdom. To my home.To my family.To myself.
Each loop a mantra of love. Each stitch an act of self-care. 
Because in the stillness of the night – we keep our vigil and remember who we are. and more importantly, who we are becomming….and it brings up challenges…
A few weeks ago on the 12/12 portal perparing us for solstice- I followed a nudge from my guides -I sat down, wrote an email before work from my heart, and sent out an invitation for a 12/12 zoom gathering. Someone replied, not with a yes or a thank you, but with a correction — a comment about my dates (and an implication that the message wasn’t original or sincere). I’ll be honest… it hit hard(is still hitting) me hard. Not because the dates were wrong. They weren’t (I was referencing the energetic arc of 2024 → 2025 → 2026, Kali Yuga – the very timeline we’ve been moving through) It hit because it touched old wounds:
The tenderness of being seen.
The vulnerability of putting myself out there.
The fear of being misunderstood when I’m trying to help.
Thinkingsomeone saw me as slimy sales person made me sick. They interpreted my intention & questioned my authenticity, it landed like a shock to my system. Rocked me to my core. But then, I realized it was a lesson… Being triggered doesn’t mean I am wrong or bad.- It means I am expanding. When I step into purpose, I will meet moments that test my trust in self and I can use thiis to grow. My Sensitivity is not a weakness.It is a sign of alignment andgrowth.
What hurt wasn’t the correction.It was the implication — a whisper of:
“Are you real?
Are you original?
Are you allowed to lead?”
These questions are old deep wounds resurfacing… And instead of letting them close me down, I am chosing to breathe into them. I remind myself:
I am here to help.
I am here to guide.
I am here to share what comes through my channel with integrity and love. Even if it doesnt make ” sense” And yes; it may be clunky, or have typos or be a bit jumbled because I am a Mom and I work and I do art and I teach and I go to the gym and I am so busy because I lead a full life! No regrets! I am ME. Doing my best. Loving you all & just trying to be the best authentic version of me every dang day!!! Yes, And…rising above my ego, expanding into my highest self and going with my instincts!!! 
This year has moved so fast.
And in the rush, it’s easy to lose the magic of this season—the child like wonder of faith and trust in divine.
We let christmas magic become another to-do list, another role to play,
another performance of having it all together.
But what if we didn’t? What if we reconnected with the wisdom of magic , faith 
, trust 
?!
What if we listened and loved fully the ones we had on our list instead of checking them off like laundry on a to-do list? What if we healed instead of hustled. What if we let ourselves enjoy the moment exactly as it is. What if we used this darkness to reconnect. What if we found that childlike wonder still living inside us- the trust that what we desire will come to us — as if by magic—
and let that faith expand—
letting the lights, the stars, the laughter, and the quiet moments
catch us off guard and bring us back into awe. Somewhere along the way, many of us traded
wonder for overwhelm,
questions for pressure,
magic for “adulting”
This season is an invitation to remember : To soften.
To believe again—in love, in presence, in the quiet magic woven through ordinary life.
Wishing you rest, healing, warmth, and moments of true wonder.
May the magic meet you exactly where you are.
Merry Christmas 
Happy Solstice! 
Blessed Be